Guess The Professor..

we had our internal exams.. a busy schedule it is.. exams everyday throughout the week.. the professors know we wont do well.. yet they wanna see our resistance.. and i have a group to hang out with and to do night studies.. 'night-studies' i would say.. ha ha.. 

we were so damn bored and frustrated with the exams.. we decided to take a break.. and also to take revenge on one of em..

The one u see on the screen is a caricature of one such person making college life hell for us..

Ahhh.. nothing changed even as we did this.. yet we loved making fun of him at 12:00 a.m..

even after that we didn ve any idea to study!! And did nothing better than having flunk the test..  There are other things we tried as well.. like hit the professor.. fire the professor's ass!! Ahhh.. it is always cool doin 'night-studies'..

MY GANG!!.

That love story wasn’t all to my school life.. there was something more than that!.. a lot more then that actually.

Let me first introduce these guys to u..

All muscle jiju. Big daddy madhu. And the jim carry ashik..

My super cool gang during my school days.. we used to hand around a lot so often. and wait.. there was another person in our gang..

The boxer satish.. u can see him along with me and madhu..

No conversation would start without ashik cracking some non-sense joke..

We used to discuss all useless concepts of life.. rite frm school, future..,, sex… what not..

Ahhh… we had a life! An useless one thoughJ.

For example.. we used to have these kinda photo sessions in my home.. just to show off my newly bought camera back then..

and it comes well within our policy of wasting time wherever possible.

Thats my drafter u r holding out there jiju. And i nearly got my ass busted when i forgot to take it for my lab session the other day (dont know where i threw it away after the photo session). There are humungus stories to tell about this guy (JIJU). 

Now that our lives have turned out lot different from each other.. we still share a lot in common… we miss each other so much..

No! those days are gone away,
And their hours are old and gray,
And their minutes buried all
Under the down-trodden pall

JOHN KEATS

Therez just so much to tell about these guys… will do it in the upcoming blogs!!

Cheers!! To anyone and everyone who have such friends! Life s a lot easier with these guys around.!

this day back then..

2006 was the year!!..

just as u might guess.. a hunch of school time romance for the hero of this blog!!

i met this most amazing girl in my school.. let me tell u what happened exactly in feb. back then..

was the last time i called her..

i made up so many dramas lyk i think a lot about her and i ruin my studies..

twelth std being the carreer deciding phase of my lyf.. i thought she might fall for it..

ha ha.. let me tell u the truth.. 

yes i had her fogging all over my mind.. every thought.. every deed there was this girl everywhere.. but i knew how to manage my studies..

well.. today was the last day i called her.. she wished me good luck for my exams.

and said exactly this 

"just study thats it!.. u dont be without studying for me. it's ur life that s goin to be spoiled"

then i said:"and u dont care for my life??"

"please don't speak like that, it really hurts"

well she was soo much matured to say something like that for me.

but i was just a kiddo!! i made so many attempts to prove my true love to her but never so impressive enough for a girl of her kind..

her kind.. she s the exact meaning for the word cute and was sooo adorable.. 

and i.. was this lovelorn.. too much senti in every sentence i speak.. any girl would give a wierd look unless she s of the flimsy type.!

and there were too many senti dialogues until she kept the phone down. this was the last time i ever heard her voice.

the last conversation with my huge love.

wait for the day...

and then finally i opened up..

she made me to wait

put me in doubt..

she said my love wasn strong

but i was ready to test..

just wanted her to listen to my heart..

and feel what i feel..

i'm in love with the seas..

in love with the skies..

love with anything.. that u admire..

i would bring them all to you.. 

for you to love me today..

the heartfelt emotions seeing you smile..

the love i felt when you were inches close to me..

i'l never get confused.. coz i know you are d one..

who'l make this day.. better than any other..

waiting for u never made me tired.. 

coz the look in ur corner eyes 

i make all promises i'l never break..

love me once and i'l make it forever..

touch my heart.. n u'l never want to leave it.

feel my love.. n u'l always wanna be with me..

i would wait for the day..

that you would realise..

my love was all around you

but just don be so late..

cheerful memories

its hard to forget the past.. 

cheerful memories.. heartfelt laughter..

yes i know.. i can never bring them back.

i wish i could live the moments again..

no tears back then.. my eyes would never sweat!!

its amazing that life could change so fast..

now i'm at a point where i barely remember where it all started..

therez no limit to the fun i could ve in my life..

i didn ve to worry about anything.. 

coz my past was soo full of cheerful memories..

there was love.. there was this girl who never wanted me..

there was fight.. i fought my best friend only to become more close.

there was poor grades.. not that i bothered!!

i didn ve to worry about anything..

coz my past was so full of cheerful memories..

all the things that mattered was the day ahead of me..

and the day was always fresh.. 

there was a search for life.. n the search was never ending..

people laughing at me.. like they drank the elixir of life..

back then.. 

i didn ve to worry about anything..

coz my past was so full of cheerful memories..

i put my heart in front to take any decision for me..

now that my heart would bless me..

my past wasn't so bright for millions to read!!

well atleast i don ve a single minute to worry about..

coz my past was so full of cheerful memories..

Together

i believe the sunshine will never let us down this time

i believe we had cherished all our time together

i believe my heart is all set out for new memories

i believe my watch wants to count only the happy moments

i can feel when we are together i can beat all the blues around me

i can feel i'm more bolder to go to any extent

i can feel its not hard to chase away the past so cold

i can feel your hand around my shoulder and my strength

never leave this moment its so wind and beautiful

never leave this heart full of love and happiness

never tend to skip a dream about me anytime

never even go to the slightest extent of missing me

i believe the sunshine will never let us down this time

i believe there is more in life, let us enjoy every moment.

i'm 20..!!

this time i had a surprise first wish on my birthday!!
it was my parents.. it was sooo sweet of them.. 

 11:58 n i was waitin for phone calls already n sure was gettin bored..

my parents on the other hand were stayin out my room.. i could hear them whispering as i switched off the fan in my room.. just as i guessed.. it was them.. they entered my room with a special cake..

then came the cake-cutting part.. along with kisses and hugs!! was so cool!!

then the phone calls started pouring in.. all my best friends wished me! 

just cant wait for the big treat i ve arranged for all of my friends.

like u were everything to me...

i remember the days i kept throwing your memories 

like i never need them again

and now there s still lots in my head 

that i knew i can never throw away

baby u can be mine and make me better

or just watch this show whatever 

u do i don care just because i got this stupid love all by myself

i still remember the smile pretty as it should be 

to make a lasting impression on me

and now i can still keep thinking of that smile 

or try and make u mine which i don 

wanna bother u doin so.

cos i loved u so much like u were everything to me

ive been put thro the silent show 

wch u never knew was happening to me

baby i have nothing to complain on u for making me love u 

cos it was only i who loved u

like u were everything to me..

kept staring at u.. didn care i was embarassing myself

i know u were pointing to me like i was so useless

i got so much of my life for u 

but i never stood before u like a hero

for i only kept thinking about u

like u were everything to me